God can play saxophone

Sometimes I tend to forget things I have heard a dozen times.

Yesterday, God showed me I was thinking in a wrong way when it comes to hearing His voice. Last week I was struggling with something and I prayed for it everyday and read my bible to see if I could get an answer from God about that specific problem. And I was a little bit dissapointed when, after a week, I didn't get one single response from God. I was really like: "God! I am reading my bible, I am praying, what else can I do to focus on You and to try to hear Your voice?!" And when I look at it now, it's so stupid and I don't know how I came to the point of thinking that it depends on me wether God speaks to me or not, but that way of thinking ended yesterday. I was at a gathering of the worshipteam and we were praying for someone and God gave me a picture for that person. And I really felt that God picked that moment to speak to that person, because it was the right moment. And only God knows, what's the right moment. Conclusion: I thought I knew what was the right moment for God to help me with my problems, but sometimes I need to let go of a problem or a question and let God decide the moment to answer and help me with that problem. I also know that when I pray about something, He is already helping me, but I can not always see or feel it.
I have always known this and people have preached it many times, but sometimes I forget all this because I focus too much on a problem. I need to focus on helping people, thanking God, worshipping God, giving His love to my family and other people around me and than everything will be allright. Well... God says everything will be allright, so I just have to trust Him, hehe. And He is the most honest "person" in the world, so I can trust Him.

Another thing; I played saxophone for the second time with the worship team yesterday and I am learning a lot about that too. I didn't have any notes, so I just had too play by the feel. By the feel of God to be precise :D. I really was insecure, but it went well and even though I played some wrong notes (I really hate that!), I had a good feeling about it, because I tried to focus on God while making music and let Him lead me. Wiiiiiii !! That's cool. So actually God was playing the sax, hehe.

That's cool.

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