Thoughts kan make you tired.

I'm feeling a little "daydreamy" today...

Got out of my bed this morning at 8.30AM (wow!) and went jogging for half an hour. I thought it would be nice to have that time for myself to think about the things happening in my life at the moment. The truth was, that I was paying more attention to controlling my breath than reflecting current thoughts and concerns.

Tried to take some time alone after jogging by taking a bath while the rest of the family was still asleep, but I felt so sleepy when I lay in that warm water... So I tried to get out of the bath as fast as I could, because I don't like falling asleep under water.

Third try; I putted my clothes on and went downstairs to have a cup of coffee and sit down at the couch. It seemed to work, till the moment my dad and sister woke up. Gone quiet moment.

In the afternoon I went to Rotterdam with a good friend of mine to shop, eat, watch a movie, you know what I mean ;-). It was really fun, but my mind seemed to go its own way, which was a bit troublesome for me, because with all those thoughts running through my mind it was a bit difficult to follow the conversation some times.

I am home now. Feels like I had a busy day, while it was pretty relaxed actually. Thoughts can make you tired and I really feel the need to bring them all to God now. I don't want to go to bed with my head still on full power so I will be awake till 5 o'clock in the morning... no thanks. Talking to God is a better way and I think forget a little bit to put God on the first place today. I tried to hard to get my mind straight myself and when it crossed my mind to pray I felt more like: "yeah, I'll be right there God, wait a minute." That minute has become a day now, so it's about time now.

Bye everyone, Hi God!