Saturday, February 26, 2005

Just read it

This sucks. I told my mum and dad today about the CleansingStream course I'm doing. Nothing interesting, you might think, but the fact is, that I already went twice to the course, but still didn't tell my parents. So actually I lied. And I feel so stupid. I'm a christian, doing a christian course and trying to be the perfect christian towards my parents and than I lie.
I was afraid to tell them about CleansingStream, because they might say it's not a good idea because my school is more important. They just see things differently than I do. I see CS as something very important which can help me with getting more structure in my life and in that way, help me with school. So now I dissapointed my parents and probably damaged the way they were starting to look at me and my faith, my God. "Small" sins can have big consequences...

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