A lot happened

The past days have been a bit strange...

On Tuesday my dad got to the hospital with an ambulance, because he had so much pain in his tummy that he was really screaming, so that kinda scared me of course. At first, the doctors thought that he had stones in his kidneys, so they had to make a scan to know for sure and my dad needed to stay in the hospital till the next day. After another stay overnight, it turned out that there was nothing to see on the scan and that it probably was a clot of blood in that area. My dad is home now and feeling fine again, but the idea that it might happen again and maybe in some other part of his body is not a very calming idea...

Next to that, I was practicing for a music evening at my school, which was yesterday. We (the other members of my non-official band and I :P) picked the two songs only one or two weeks ago, so it was a bit stressfull to get it all right in such a short time! Another stressing fact was, that we didn't have a drummer and the pianist we thought we'd have called us two days before that he was not able to come... But fortunately there were two friends who played the piano and percussion that were there to help us out, thanks again!!
So it went fine :D. The first song didn't go totally perfect, but the great thing was, that no one knew that song, hehe. So I don't think that a lot of people noticed it. I really loved to sing the second song we did (Seal-Crazy), so that made it a lot easier to stay calm and just have fun making music!

I was supposed to go to work today, but I woke up this morning at 4:00AM and I felt really sick. I had to throw up and could not sleep anymore, so that wasn't really great. I think it was because of all the things I had on my mind this last week and the late times I went to bed :P. I'm still not feeling very well, but I just wanted to write this all down and think about what happened this week.

yeah... I'm going to pray now, I am really learning the difference between not living with God and living with God and I totally prefer the last one. Last week was a week full of things that happened and had a big impact on how I felt en I just forgot to take my time with God, which led to a week without rest and logical thinking. I so need God, He's wonderfull :-). If I would not have been sick today, I would still be busy with everything but God. So thank You God that I was sick today, so that I can come to You again :P!!

Conclusion:

Not everything bad happening is as bad as it looks like. Maybe God is just teaching you something!!!